silly ramblings of a silly wabbit
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
11:23 PM
hum dee dee hum. i fell on my knees. not deliberately. not in altar call, mind you. i pok-kai-ed. it happened when i so semangatly joined mum for her evening run at Taman Rakyat, due to my boredness being locked up at home. i was walking happily down a slope. plaik! i fell on my knees. well, my whole body fell flat. my boobies were like squashed or something, my hands were bruised. but the worse, was my kness. my poor knees! both my kness was bleeding so much. passer-bys especially kids were freaked out. heh heh. cheap thrill. mothers, knowing my mum.. was like.. pain or nott? (this is what you get when you're the only child). it was nothing much to fuss about. but it did hurt like crap. gaahhhh... my knee will have horrible scars for eternity!!! growwl...
i always thought i was pretty much a person with no symphathy. no another word, emphathy. i do not. repeat. do not. put myself in other people's shoes when it comes to this comfort zone of mine. (excluding the whole feelings... and hurting people kinda drama-which i'm pretty good at understanding. heh) . so i see old people selling fruits when youre enjoying your pan mee. i really really really really really have a soft heart for them. not those, stupid young frods asking you to donate to some charity thing (i feel like slapping them) or china woman selling nonsenstical bell-ringing wu-liau thingy.. but those, old mans selling fruits, or kuihs. it really softens my heart. my mother will say no all the way. knowing her. but i admire those who at least-attempt to work it out. i feel soaked up sad inside. really. i do wanna help them somehow. for now, all i can do is pray i suppose. the street beggars and dependant on the situations to get my symphathy. some are really just plain lazy. some are really what you call by, you should be fortunate with the ungrateful life you're having.
my holiday so far has been a total waste. can uni start soon? i'm gonna reach a stage of suicidal-ness pretty soon. i've been moping around the house, or going out shopping (which is a no-no, cause i have to save all the crap money to go spore..., which shopping in msia has essentially became a bore).
on the other hand, i want emilystrange fringe hair do! bahhh....
da da da....
get the rawr faye:
acting all silly willy
naughty!
very smiley biggie!
most of the time crazy..
listening to crappy music?
yup. dancing is thy poison
first class exaggerator =p
slave for my own taste of lousy fashion
hairbands, enormous earrings
very fidelity
absolute
clumsy at times
non-bogus
complex
peevish in the morns
fixation on Chad M.Murray,Wentworth Miller,Oliver Goodwill
violins and ballets
au naturalle photographs
drums and guitars were yesterdays...
of ten in one are put into past. if you don't mind
bored,reading my blog this mo;
left their footprints;
