silly ramblings of a silly wabbit
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
11:39 PM
I'm trying to hang on while searching for something enriching and amorous,
However, what I've been seeking for appears to be impracticable and arduous to find.
No matter how disheartened,
I still assumed I'd have compassion in my life someday
But I have realized that the word inept describes the thoughts that run through my mind.
I interrogate myself a million times a day but unfortunately, I receive no response
I cannot seem to find what's wrong with me and I don't know what is my transgression.
I would only prove myself to be a coward
Thus, I shall now acknowledge that I'm a coward to live as well as a coward to die.
I've been staying strong and forcing contentment but it made me more wretched inside
And that's why people assume I am exultant and that it is impossible for me to cry.
Everyday, when my life gets filled with more enmity, more dejection and more insanity,
Yet, for some reason, I sometimes find myself staying positive and wanting to live,
Thinking it's all just a bad chapter in my life and things aren't as grim as they may seem.
The Lord whom I seek comfort in, selfless in love games He plays
Who am I to be a bitter hermit, filled with thoughts that cloud the truth
If Jesus was crucified, what am I to compare?
Insignificant.
I am the holder of what becomes of tomorrow
Shall evil seize thou from trying?
And the battle goes on and on...
But He, has won all wars that never happened.
With His force of power in the palm of my hands, signifying an invisible sharp sword in my grip,
against any evilness,
I can behold all roaring seas and thunders.
very very copyright. 1152pm. (not sucidal, just expressive).
da da da....
