silly ramblings of a silly wabbit
Saturday, April 15, 2006
10:12 PM
gosh..took me f o r e v er o upload this page in my non-streamyzx laptop.. growl!~ I've just came to realisation how much a person can be convinced over something someone said,prolly nasty about me. And yes, in college its bound to happen as I expected. One thing I find ultimately shocking is how people can actually find out about my 'ad-most' so called talents. Sigh.. what an irony of being a low-profiler. I dress horribly these days and I enjoy it. Some girls hold grundges on me I wonder why. Maybe I'm just super-hawt to talk about (maybe just maybe). I find it amusing that I amuse people. Not bad for myself? applause... Nothing is evidencial to pin point but I'm particularly disturbed with the fact that one of my closest friends decided to throw back at me by believing something thats not true. I mean, its not the dignity I lose but the friendship I had. Oh well.. girls and our viscious aura to gossip. I understand... Sigh. Drama drama drama..
I am so fed-up with it. Reminds me of yesterdays I had with the 'blondies' (wink!). If you guys know what I'm talking about. Sometimes its so much better to have guys as close friends. However, someone has to bear the consequences of it. Life is sometimes unbearable. I thank the Lord for those closest to my heart and never seizes to fade away. At times like these, only God can I count all my everything on..
Oh yeah. My common test 2 is this week. And yes, I'm spending my time blogging. I guess I better start somewhere somehow. And my tiny name appeared in papers just a few days ago! haha. It doesn't happen everyday okay? (play along with me please). And NO. I'm not going to put any sort of make up in college again. I don't look myself. (cough.. maybe for our yearly 'hory-bory' but just once!). Btw, I'm finding ways to not look-so-nice but dress my style too. Go figure? tough huh.. I know...
So many of you people keep asking me about Taylors guys. They are nothing significant that can catch my attention on. Maybe I was a little too focused on creating mockery with my friends, texting on the phone and running around... But nah... next next and next. Nothing nice. But I think there are a lot of pretty girls. Some of them I have to say..they're hot. hmm..maybe I'm a dyke (bah!...too weird). Or meterosexual.. whee! such joy..
I am so so so so bitter. But I like it. Bittersweet.. perplexed. overworked-underpaid.
da da da....
get the rawr faye:
acting all silly willy
naughty!
very smiley biggie!
most of the time crazy..
listening to crappy music?
yup. dancing is thy poison
first class exaggerator =p
slave for my own taste of lousy fashion
hairbands, enormous earrings
very fidelity
absolute
clumsy at times
non-bogus
complex
peevish in the morns
fixation on Chad M.Murray,Wentworth Miller,Oliver Goodwill
violins and ballets
au naturalle photographs
drums and guitars were yesterdays...
of ten in one are put into past. if you don't mind
bored,reading my blog this mo;
left their footprints;