silly ramblings of a silly wabbit
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
11:40 AM
hello there.. I find myself always in such bad karma. heh heh. Is there a day I will reconcile and be good? Is in just in my genes that I'm super un-kiasu and lazy? I am so me..
My short term memory paid well just a couple of days ago. My old church friend, Saw Theng said hi and I had no idea who she was. I was deeply embarrased. Next stop, I went to Starbucks and that newbie cashier cheated me of four bucks! She gave me some don't know what and not nice sai-chino for seventeen bucks when all I wanted was blended chocolate! why do they hire them anyway? Sigh... I thought things would get better until I lost fifty bucks! now now, this fifty bucks is a whole lot to me! I can sit komuter twenty five times back home! grrrr! And then, I saw Jia Hao at Klang train station. I'll take the excuse that I was tired. I couldn't recognise him and said.. 'erm..do I know you?'.. double embarrasement. The earth should swallow me.. When I got home, I thought the ordeal would be over until I got this weird phone call asking me to go collect my passport at the Thai airport as it was found there with my number!!! WHAT?? It was so hilarious that I thought I had a new life! heh heh... Things were pretty crankie this week..
Btw, I've just discovered how to use the dictionary in my mobile phone. I'm using a simple Nokia fyi. I am so 'sua ku'.. it is actually much easier. Silly silly me. Oh well, better late than never right? (heh heh)
I have been encountering people asking me about the social life I have these days as I'm always not saying anything to anyone. (haha..too bad). Where do i start? What do you wanna know? Some agency called me..they do broadcasting and media under all magazines ask me to do modelling(which I don't see myself in any sort of potential) and offered to pay fiveK to do a spread in FHM. TOO BAD<>'aaahh aaaahhh ahhh' and makes a big deal when a guy looks at them or ask them out..LOA syndrome.. sad but true *rolls eyes dramatically* (my mum says I should be a boy because my thinking is like one..heh heh. I think its true) Honestly, girls here are pretty weird. They have make up and come in minies skirts and high heels. Put yourself in their shoes, how to walk five flights of stairs? Its nuts! and my goodness, I reckin they wake up at four just to get ready! and girls appearing in barebacks and stuff? My goodness, I even need a sweater in class! they are really strong by nature huhh? *salutes*... Into the music and band thing, we are all busy aight? Andrew is in States. Yeow is in Aussie.. Matt is leaving for Aussie next month. We can't get together nowadays. Its a sad thing but there's nothing I can do. Maybe we could get together end of this year and get done with the three more songs we have.. I miss those times. It was fun... On dancing, I've spoke to Joel. He is giving me a break as I wanted it..But I'm going back to hip hop once I can! With college life like this, I don't have time. I just want to relax and have time to myself la... I'm so tired to live in other people's expectations..I just want to do these hobbies as something I enjoy rather than being in the spotlight. Gosh, move the light, away I don't want it. Give it to those who craves it!!! One thing, I hate to turn things down especially when someone asks me to do a performance. So I'm overjoyed that all this jazzy social stuff isn't bothering me. yeay yeay yeay! Most people don't understand why I do this and why I do that. There's always a reason behind it.. I'm proud of resisting all temptations whether good or bad. Constantly reminding myself that real servants are low-profilers. We don't need to show our talents. Sometimes, we unconsciously crave for sinful desires like fame and popularity without knowing that it is within us. So I think, its time for you..yeah you. To realise that at the end of the day, people don't appreciate you for how pretty, talented, happening, hot you are. But God takes in every humbleness, every turn-down of temptations, every quiet times you'd spend alone rather than partying.. into account. God is all that matters.
So I conclude to say that, the more humble I try to be, the harder the Devil is working. But I fight fight and fight...
da da da....
get the rawr faye:
acting all silly willy
naughty!
very smiley biggie!
most of the time crazy..
listening to crappy music?
yup. dancing is thy poison
first class exaggerator =p
slave for my own taste of lousy fashion
hairbands, enormous earrings
very fidelity
absolute
clumsy at times
non-bogus
complex
peevish in the morns
fixation on Chad M.Murray,Wentworth Miller,Oliver Goodwill
violins and ballets
au naturalle photographs
drums and guitars were yesterdays...
of ten in one are put into past. if you don't mind
bored,reading my blog this mo;
left their footprints;
