silly ramblings of a silly wabbit
Saturday, October 15, 2005
9:35 AM
Am I losing track of time? It is already less than a month to SPM. It was the one month anniversary to SPM yesterday and gosh, I'm so not prepared for it. I used to say, 'nah, its alright. I don't need the results..I don't need it for college and all..'. I'm perfectly wrong. It comes to a point that it doesn't matter if I need it for college or not, it is an acheivement. SPM is only once.. helllloooo....
Last night was a blast! CF had a Farewell Party for the Form Fivers for an appreciation. We started off with food, the presentation of Mary Ruth couldn't work. Poor thing. Her two-day-no-sleep work. But, no worries. We had praise and worship, then Seaw Chin asked us to partner up with our juniors to pray.. I chose this little innocent called Jennifer... I look at her and I see nothing but a carefree face. Sparkly youthful eyes she has. Anyhoos, I started praying praying..and she started crying. It was then Seaw Chin tapped me and asked me to annoint her.. That reminded me of the incident I had last year. In Youth Camp, as a YC leader, I was asked to pray for people. Maybe I degrade myself but I don't find myself having that ability to touch people. Ps Mike called me to pray for a small boy, maybe not that small. He was in Form 2 and he was a non-Christian. Seems that he was giving a lot of trouble to his parents and was a pest in school.. Reluctancy and hesistation..ohh,it all settled in. But Pastor encouraged me and believed so much in me... I prayed for him..without any expectation(sorry God)... I remembered some lines I said...
When there's no light, I pray God, You give him a light
There maybe no hope in this world anymore, but God..You give him that hope
Lord, times where he doesn't wanna live anymore, times when his questions are not answered, God, I pray that he'll be patient knowing that its worth the wait
I pray that when he's scared and insecure
Assure him that he's never alone
Lord, he think he's heart is wasted
But God, no one is a better Healer than You
Give him a new heart so he can love again
Give him a new him so he can prove people wrong
Give him a heart to be a better person
Though he feels weaken and lost
I pray oh God, you provide him the strength beyond mankind
I ask for infinity faith in You
Because God, you never let us down....
Those were the words I said to him.. it was just miraculous to see how God
moved. He started breaking down, and he fell his knees before God. No one could imagine he was going through tough times because he was just so cold inside out. I had three encounters before this and I prayed about it. I'm not bragging about how great God can use me or any of that sort.. but I'm so hyped up in blessing others! You can't imagine the joy and the satisfaction you find ticklish in your heart to see how you yourself can touch that small sensitive someone... oh..God is just awesome! don't cha think? hee hee hee!~
Oops..look how far I went.. Getting back to the party.. We sat down in Sze tjen's amazing home. Let me tell you..its just amazing, indescribable.. lovely.. head over heels falling in love type of home..it looks like a palace and a total die for! ahhhh! She has this HUGE house compound.. tall trees and flat type of grass.. looking at the moon outside her house was just marvelous.. the sight was a heart melter.. You've got to see her place where its like a balcony..no its not.. argh, don't know how to place it in words..but its right in front of her home..there's a roof sheding it.. she had the nicey bosey type of light that produces orangey light and all that? there is two oragey thingy and in between it s a nicey nicey fan.. below it is a table for four type..and chairs. its all the wooden smoothie type? you know those? Despite the noisiness by freakos(they really freak people out at times..with their noise I mean)..it was somehow a very romantic atmosphere.. (I syok sendiri la) I've never fell in love with a home before and it was what they say..'love at first sight'.. I started daydreaming of me and my boyfriend (cough cough cough). I cook for him and we have dinner there.. its just a night of two of us.. then a walk through the small park.. and just lying down at the basketball court,gazing at stars. To come to think of it... ahhh! I want that house. This is killin' me!-feisty
smiles. See I flew somewhere else again. sheesh! Back to it, speech by SQuin, Mary Ruth and Seaw Chin. All was touching and boy oh boy, I'm really getting out of Form 5 hurh? Living in denial..I'm pathetic. Then came the freaaaakoz! more like 6koz... Tzi-Li was MIA but it was still noisy anyways. They presented a something that was really funny sweet. They were talking about all the form fivers and it was superbly hilarious...When they came to me.. the comment was Zhi-Hui and Roxanne is always seen together, and when you see them ah..all they do is singggggg... (Huei Lin SLIDE down on the floor dengan yau yeng nyer.. and started singing-horribly).. then six of them said.. 'they ah..can get milllioon of guys in just one hand..' (Hm, I didn't know I had that potential..) credits to the poetry writer, Mary-Ruth..
Next part was the best! we played water balloons..! weeee! not forgetting Amy and Adeline planned on killing me with it! water hoses and buckets of water was enough to drive us nuts. Grave pulls out my pants and pour water inside! There goes my undie! heee heee! I got soaked from head to toe...shivering in wilderness. Worth it? Totally! I was this small mischevious girl running barefooted with that cheeky smile to Szetjen's back house water pipe to get water.. (laughs evilly)...and of course, we managed to get Seaw Chin horribly wet... All was good... Credits to all those who helped out, thanks! Had a great time...
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