silly ramblings of a silly wabbit
Sunday, July 24, 2005
3:30 PM
*grinning from ear to ear!* weees! I'm over the moon, rainbow, sun, stars and whatsoever! I did it! excelled in my ballet! muahaha! A high Distinction! hehe! thanks to those who prayed for me. Thank you people, so so much. Frankly, I was skeptical of even passing as I was so busy with contemporary and hiphop for the competition in Singapore and Shanghai. After everything, it was only two months away of catching up my frantically nutso syllabus. Boy, was it tough. All great glory goes back to Him, couldn't have done anything without you! woots!
Three more weeks to SPM trials. I tired to study last night. After watching One Tree Hill, I sat down to do Accounts. Hallelujah! I fell asleep in a dramatically distorted position. Woke up at unholy hours of four AM and crawled frantically to my bed.. (with the lights on).
I try to understand the youth Christians in my church. Sadly, I fail to do so. Why can't I? I just fail to make people realize of the purpose of me doing works of God. It makes me sad. It makes me disappointed. Anguish. I can get questions like 'Why do you want to suppress and commit yourself into the Kiddy Department when you can be in the youth Praise and Worship Team?(its like a big thing to be in the 'in'). No words for such. I have no idea how to react to the question when I wan\s place in that spot. For you who are serving, we do not have to be in the BIGGEST COOLIESTT thang to serve. God doesn't measure us with a ruler. Don't do things to get publicity. No one has to see the hardwork, and sweat. Your fire, your passion except Him and Him alone. Who cares if nobody sees what I do? Nobody sees how much I do. Nobody has to. As long as what I'm doing is right, what is your issue? (haha! it rhymes) What I'm saying is that, it doesn't matter what ministry we serve in. Start doing the right thing, people. Don't narrow yourself of being in the frontline. That is not what God wants in you. Do things with the right attitude, right heart, right intention. Whether you are doing it consciously or not, check yourself. I'm not saying 'Get out of the spotlight! Get out of whatcha doin' All I wanna instill is, don't stay in your comfortable zone. Stand up, and see what else can you do to impace other people's life' As humans, when you go far to high...the Devil ain't watching. He's working double hard to bring you down. That is when humans like you and me take in pride, dignity, fame...and all that jazz...
'The closer you are to God, the less you need to promote yourself'.
Don't dissapoint Him.. He has done far to much for us...
da da da....
get the rawr faye:
acting all silly willy
naughty!
very smiley biggie!
most of the time crazy..
listening to crappy music?
yup. dancing is thy poison
first class exaggerator =p
slave for my own taste of lousy fashion
hairbands, enormous earrings
very fidelity
absolute
clumsy at times
non-bogus
complex
peevish in the morns
fixation on Chad M.Murray,Wentworth Miller,Oliver Goodwill
violins and ballets
au naturalle photographs
drums and guitars were yesterdays...
of ten in one are put into past. if you don't mind
bored,reading my blog this mo;
left their footprints;
