silly ramblings of a silly wabbit
Monday, July 04, 2005
6:10 PM
tears welled my eyes as I tried my best not to let the tears flow. At a state of point, I do feel as a regret. What have I done? What have I said?
It was a Saturday. The day of the rally. Woke up like no other day. Went for practice in the morning.. the rest of what happened? If you know, you know. I'm sorry if you don't. Almost didn't make it for rally. Believe it my friend. I came to --this-- close of missing the whole thing. Supposed to go to Janice's crib by 2pm for her to do my french braiding, but reached at 3pm. My eyes were puffy, swollen..vision was blur. All I could do was just-cry. Poor Janice, she was smart enough not to say anything but to just help me out.
Thoughts came in. No,I can't step into the rally like this. Faye,you have to be strong. You're doing this for God, don't let this bring you down. Put the fugly Devil in shame. Breathe breathe breathe. I felt a little better, at least. Thanks to specialo friend for being so there for me, for your shoulders to cry on...everything that you felt helpless. was meaningful and enough for me. thank you so much!
Stepped in Hin Hua with a hyper heart. letting my worries blown away by the breeze,knowingly from God. I wasn't gonna have the Devil to work in me. i'm gonna praise the LORD!!~ I was so happy to see soooo many people! wowowowo!~ it was a relief of my sadness..I let all my problems be handled by Him. Singing to Him was as though I was telling Him what I went through. Salvation is so so here!
Though I looked tired and drained because of my eyes, I thanked God for letting me scrape through to get myself to this crazie rally. My hair stayed intact for a long time -shockingly- I reckon because Jen sprayed a lot A LOT of hairspray to get it right. [it had a smell I didn't like-] but all was good as I had my luckie perfume! thanks to sista Cherylie too! thanks for the makeup work! you're great! thanks to the Praise and Worship teamie too! you hommies rawked hard! it was such a wonder! and the massive crowd, can't be anymore thankful!
More to come,I hope to be prepared for what's instored for me. I know things will get better.. whatever it is, good or bad, it has a purpose innit? KLANG INTERSCHOOL RALLY 2005!! over and out!
da da da....
get the rawr faye:
acting all silly willy
naughty!
very smiley biggie!
most of the time crazy..
listening to crappy music?
yup. dancing is thy poison
first class exaggerator =p
slave for my own taste of lousy fashion
hairbands, enormous earrings
very fidelity
absolute
clumsy at times
non-bogus
complex
peevish in the morns
fixation on Chad M.Murray,Wentworth Miller,Oliver Goodwill
violins and ballets
au naturalle photographs
drums and guitars were yesterdays...
of ten in one are put into past. if you don't mind
bored,reading my blog this mo;
left their footprints;
